[quote=Desiree2006;5809173]I am not good. Sorry I wish I could say that I was better. But this severe depression and anxiety is just not getting better. Getting out of bed is becoming a problem specially in the morn and early aft. Losing hope and sometimes the wish to live. Can't struggle any more though I have not given up completely yet. I still try to take shower, exercise and get outside the house even it's for 15mins. But I can't handle the pain of depression any more. It's getting too tough. I really wish I had someone - a friend or a bf - to take care of me. But I have none.

Sorry I must have bored you with my probs.[/quote

Desiree, I get this bad sometimes too. I'm older and alone, and that makes it even worse. I just try to push through, but sometimes I just feel like giving in to it. I pray alot. My pets help me keep going. My family doesn't get it so I just don't "go there" with them. If I don't "fake" it with them they don't want to talk to me. Glad I can express myself here. Maybe we can help each other. I'll try.