I am doing okay, but it still is really painful. I am kind of shocked that I have responded so intensely this time as I do think I've gotten better, or I did think that. Not sure where I am right now. Also, different facets of my life have changed in the past few weeks, a stressful change at work, a stressful change at home, and I think I am just completely overwhelmed. I'm trying to take things day by day as there are currently things I can't change but just have to accept, just like I can't change that T's schedule is all full, so I just have to deal with it instead of wishing things would change. I am so overwhelmed by it all, I need something to give. Thanks to all for caring and helping me through this. You all were a constant which I desperately needed.