Group hug to all. I sometimes write the wrong thing and I am sorry for that. I will do my best to keep my self positive and if I need to share or ask for support will do so without causing stress to others. I think I am accepting the fact that my wife is now with someone better and that will take care of her and my kids. It hurts a lot, but I open my self to the universe, god and this is his doing so is for the best, when my daughters grow up I wish they see me and hold no grudge