Good luck to you. Discuss everything with your T so they know what you are dealing with up front. If they feel they are trained enough to handle your case I'm sure they will know how to get you through it. There will be a lot of prep work before you even begin the EMDR processing so take your time and keep your communication open with your T. I was stubborn in the beginning and now I see where that did not help me at all. I have learned to be more honest with my feelings now and things are going much more smoothly.