So lately I have been dealing with feelings of jealousy towards my husband. I know it's rediculous but I'm just here watching my life pass me by and accomplishing nothing. He's done so much and so far has reached his goals and continues to set and accomplish goals. I have goals and things I want to do but so many road blocks. I just feel like I do everything in accommodation to what he does. Yes I realize that he takes care of us and us the provider but I feel like I have no life. I can't get a normal day job due to child care expenses and if I did I would have to be the one to figure out childcare. I've been trying to find something overnight but I still have to work around his hours so in limited to 10pm to 6am and that's cutting it close. I have tried talking to him but all he says is that I'm not gonna find a job making what he makes. Yea that's true but I still have goals and dreams. It all just makes me wonder about my life and wish I had done things differently and that makes me feel so selfish.