Thank you both for replying.
TravelingLady: I did just that a few days ago. I guess I just needed a bit of time to process the new dynamics of my parent's relationship and once I began to accept that, I began feeling like my old self again (libido included).
Shazerac: You're right. I'm probably subconsciously making excuses without realizing it and it's affected me more than I ever could have imagined. I guess in a way, I was also sort of grieving the end off what was my parents' old relationship dynamic.
They are working on reaquainting themselves with one another and I suppose I should turn my attentions toward working on how I want my future life to be like.
Maybe my parents will patch things up, maybe they wont, and if they don't, I will be sad, sure. However, I need to keep my main focus on myself and how I want my own relationships to be like.
It's just that I never thought my parents would have had difficulties. I guess it's possible for any relationship, but I suppose I just wasn't prepared. No one can be, really, but I've learned that life can throw some serious curveballs your way and nothing is certain except death and taxes.
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