I have a bad cough but no other symptoms. I'm afraid to go to the doctor because I'm afraid he will tell me it's lung cancer. I've been a daily smoker for five years and a social smoker for 11. There were a couple of years here and there where I quit totally, maybe a total of four.

I'm worried. I'm not worried about dying, but I'm worried what would happen to my son. I have to write a will to make sure he goes to my in laws. I wouldn't want him in foster care.

I guess I should just go to the doctor. I have to wait for my insurance cards to come in though.