Hi, new to the forums.

I have several fetishes but only one is dangerous.

I like to put on lots of motorcycle gear to perform crashes and stunts that will result in crashing on purpose.
I involve no one else in this fetish and only perform it in secluded spots NOT on the public highway.

I'm 37 and have been doing this for over 10 years.

By lots of gear I really do mean lots. The list of equipment I wear is as follows:
Padded shorts
Full body armour ( hard padding to shoulders,chest,spine, upper arms, elbows, fore arms, thighs, knees, shins and ankles)
Groin/abdo protector
Full motorcycle leathers
Gum shield
Full face motorcycle helmet
Wrist guards
Thick padded and armoured leather motorcycle gloves.

I put all this on about 3-4 times a year and go out for a crash session.
I don't use a motorbike only a pushbike! I do thus for various reasons, cost, noise and risk. Max speeds I do and I'm happy with are about 30mph.
I get up to speed and jump off or lay the bike on its side and slide along the concrete or tarmac.

I've tried to stop in the past but I'm grumpy and miserable, eventually I become overwhelmed and have to go out again.