You could see a therapist as well as see your psychiatrist for a med evaluation because whatever you are taking doesn't seem to be working. Once you're feeling better the alcohol abuse may start to gradually go away or you might need to go to rehab. Not to step on your toes but if your pdoc prescribed a benzo and you took too much of it...that along with a potential BAC of .39 could kill you. You have a lot on your plate right now. Please take good care of yourself. Sending best wishes for peace and healing.