So I did the BPD test too now - 28 - Borderline Personality Disorder Likely. At this rate I will have everything going

Seriously though, I hope some people don't interpret these scores too literally - they are not a diagnosis, but still may be confusing for someone less aware of what these conditions actually are.

Having a bad day today though - all this stress is setting off my IBS now too, feeling too low to even exercise today or yesterday either - I had a country walk planned yesterday but I backed out of it. Didn't feel up to it but I know it would have done me good, fresh air and exercise have been the only things keeping me alive the last few weeks, most of my other activities (painting, creating music, gardening) have pretty much dried up I feel so useless at everything and unmotivated.

I have a Yoga class in a few hours - I will try and push myself to go to that at least