When I came back to office, I didn't have any motivation to do any work. I started a one man strike.

I did the bare minimum work I have to do (to save the day). I watched several YouTube videos and downloaded some videos, gave away some Xanax to some other people at work (who would like to receive a Xanax). I was speaking a bit loud implying that I'm looking for another job. I know for a fact that I'm the most hard working engineer they will ever find. But if I behave crazy enough, they would probably fire me.

When a project coordinator asked me to get some work done, I told him that I will finish it by the end of the week (which is what my boss told me about my salary), I implied that as well, loudly.

I was banging the table and shouting and pretended that I'm rolling a joint (cannabis), but just put tobacco though, and smoked it right outside a window.

I really don't know what I was doing, but I had so much frustration to let out. I think I was expecting either police or NIMH would come to pick me up and lock me away. But I din't feel to care at all.