I have been referred to a urologist and he gave me pills based on my symptoms. It feels the pills made it worse when I "forgot" to take the pills and stopped them thinking the issue is solved. Even being on these pills I still have issues. I did make an appointment which is at the end of the month.
It is upsetting that I need to pee and go when my bladder feels like its about to explode... when dribbles happen and minutes later I need to go back to the washroom for the same thing to happen. Even at night, I need to get up and pee and its not a lot but my bladder feels like it will explode.
I gained weight from being on Lupron for two years and now I am on Depo. From that I am losing the weight I put on, but jezz it is faster to gain weight (I gained a bad amount of weight wheb O started Lupron within a 3 month timeframe) now my weight is decreasing. I really dont feel my weight is the cause. Nor any of my bloodwork for sugar levels as I am not diabetic but close to becoming diabetic.
I guess I am done with this and not saying anything about it or health professionals at my doctors office saying I need to deal with it. I am going back to see the urologist and asking for more testing, I dont care what it is, I want answers.
I have been keeping this way before I told a doctor about it. I still keep it to myself. What say, so I leak pee sometimes and I cabt control it or know when it happens then realize my underwear is wet and urine smelling." its not a conversation I tell others.
I guess, I am in my mid-20s and I have a bladder of an elderly person and leak. Its not something a mid-20 year old will admit.
Its exhausting to ensure I have access to a washroom somewhere and I get anxiety over it.
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