I was put on probation at work because of my lack of ability to handle personal relationships. Instead of handling it calmly, i handled a situation with outburst of emotions and I ended up being in the wrong, when in fact, I hadn't done anything wrong.
I am taking responsibility for my actions and have been trying to be quite and not create drama at all. I apologized, sincerely, yo the person whom I had conflict with but she insists on not taking to me.
They said that if I don't learn to get along with people, I would be fired.
What makes it hard is that now, no one speaks with me. They don't say hi and there is negativity in the way everyone looks at me.
I didn't do anything illegal. I didnt lie or gossip. I am merely depressed and now, I am being treated as if I did something horrible. How can I do better if I am always judged by my depression as of it is a crime? I have already taken responsibility and apologized and changed my behavior. How long will it take for people to look within their hearts and see that I didnt commit a criminal act. I am just depressed. And why are they so mean hearted and why do they make life more difficult for me?
Why are people so mean towards those who are depressed? This is a recipe for me to become worse.