Also with major SI. Like the type I would go to the hospital for usually..But I cannot. there is just no way right now. I don't want to keep wishing I was dead though. Going to psych dr I guess. meds ick
__________________
I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
|