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Originally Posted by GoneGirl711
I think I did have friends before but to be honest I don't really know if they were actually friends. I know before my move 15 years ago I had friends. Lots of friends. But that's been quite some time ago. People just aren't the same. I know I have changed, I know I'm not the same person. In fact I am the opposite of that person. I find it hard to believe that I was that person. Physically. Mentally. Emotionallty, in every way. She's gone.
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I can understand that. It's a strange feeling to look back at who you were years ago and wonder how you were like that, why you were like that. You may never be that person again, however; if you get away from this situation, you can move back in that direction and maybe even find a better place. It is possible. I can tell that you are very distressed right now, but let me stress, it's not you, it's him. Please, please reach out for help.