Still battling anxiety and been feeling a bit "off." Like maybe heading into depression but maybe not. I hope not. A lot of things make me anxious that previously did not or not as much. I get anxiety often for no reason at all. I'm not sure what's up.

Supposed to meet with pdoc today. Pretty nervous because if I tell the truth, he's going to want to see me back soon. I cash pay for visits, and the truth is, I can't afford to see him again. I tore through the funds I have for psych visits earlier this year during that episode I had. Sigh.. I don't know what to do. I already will be struggling to pay for meds.