Hi I can relate....I have had an inner conflict with this since my childhood. They do say gender is fluid. I have seen it wax and wane from my own experience. I was assigned male at birth but have long held feelings of certain feminine traits. I have never cross dressed but was pressured into being a female in an ill conceived role play with someone I thought was my BF when I was ten....this further messed me up and I do believe it has created some gender dysmorphia as a result. Although I would never go through a transition I see certain parts of my body a female rather then male if that makes any sense and it has essential lau sabotaged every intimate relationship I have been in....sorry for the long response