Thank you so much for the support. Sometimes I even think I am in full agreement with my thoughts and that scares me and makes me so depressed and confused. This whole thinking is so out my character. I can surely say I feel for everyone with OCD, pure-o or not, out there. The spikes can make you feel hopeless, it feels like you are going mad.

I am so glad I have found this forum. At least here I don't feel so alone.