I don't respond as much as I would like to your threads, DIMF, although I would like to. I'm just too crazy right now. But I always read your posts and hug whenever I can. Your pain makes me feel strange. I wish I lived closer to you and could teach you to drive or mentor your business efforts or buy you pizza for your birthday. You write so eloquently and your pain is so visceral and raw. You've achieved such a lot. I'm glad you will take a break and I wish you all the best while you do all the stuff you've been planning. But I look forward to you coming back too. Take care of yourself!