Good session with EMDR T - if processing early and deep trauma can be called good. Who was it who said if you're going through hell keep going ? I wish the trauma wasn't so convoluted ( and preferably wasn't there at all ) the physiological effects are horrible. Yuk. And I want to run. He was pulling faces at what had gone on , so I guess I should be pulling faces about it too. I don't like feeling about 6 - no I do not.