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Originally Posted by Shleigh
Your feelings are not selfish. Don't let your emotions become invalidated by your bipolar disorder. You are still human and not everything you feel has to be stifled or attributed to your mental illness. You are allowed to feel rational feelings.
I know what the depths of bipolar can do to your self-esteem. I get so tired of saying I'm sorry, or feeling ashamed and guilty. Too many times I don't even know what I have to be sorry or guilty about once I think about it.
The feeling that you are experiencing is similar to that of a lot of women, and some men. Holding in this feeling can build resentment and cause harm to your relationship in the long-run. I would really try to express how you feel, and work together to find a way to satisfy this very natural void in your life.
Have you ever considered working from home? Do you have any hobbies, or some you may want to take up? Gardening was extremely therapeutic for me.
(Head with caution. I tend to want to accomplish and start to many hobbies, or become obsessed when I am manic.)
There are many options other than the traditional 9-5 or overnight shifts. I can share some of the jobs I have had that has allowed me to work around my illness as much as possible if you'd like. I have you are able to find a compromise that allows you to achieve you goals as well. 
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I have considered working from home. I've tried a lot of direct sales with no success. My goal right now is to start my own custom wig business. Im licensed cosmetologist and I love making wigs but I don't have funds for startup cost. I'm interested to here what you have tried.
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Dx: Bipolar 2, Anxiety disorder, Adjustment disorder with mixed anxious mood.
Medicine: 40mg Latuda, 35mg HydroXYZ
Past Meds: 20mg Latuda, 150mg Seroquel XR, 50mg Topiramate (Trokendi XR), 25mg Vraylar, 25mg buspirone
 You live and you learn
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