mrs. moggles, Its really hard to know what to say to help someone who's feeiling as you are, I've been really depressed before so I can relate...it seems as though it just never ends! so, if like brings like, maybe what you need is a "victory" of some kind, no matter how small to build upon. I know that you are good at something, try to find a happy place to go where you are your own "best therapist" it works for me when I feel "pointless" give it a try, and pm me if you like!