Quite interesting to hear these answers. I've never really felt in love with my T as well, but I have thought a lot about her. Unfourtunately as someone who has symptoms of Pure O OCD (one being the Relationship OCD kind) I kept dwelling on these thoughts and worrying that they will replace the love for the person I'm actually in love with! Which in turn made the thoughts about my T much worse.
And also because therapy is so intimate and I reveal so much it makes me kind of emotional and I get the urge to tell her absolutely everything about me. And yes, I am kind of dependent on her and immediately feel like running to her whenever there is a problem.
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