thank you chocolatelover...your open minded approach to all religion is actually the greatest influence on my belief in christianity as a option for me at this point in time..though this may sound silly..I have never seen your perspective before....

Rapunzel...your approach has also given me more faith, as well ,due to the open arms of the 3 kingdoms and knowledge of things I thought I already knew but did not...I have never seen your perspective either

september ..your receptiveness to change, gives me hope for myself to change

Sky..your knowledge gives me power to succeed

nowheretorun,your wisdom gives me something to aspire for...I have never seen your perspective either

...just got the food off the grill in between replying and reading.....I will leave this thread as is for now..and think while eating

thanks to all who try to help me

Kind Regards
Eddie