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Originally Posted by shattered sanity
yesterday evening I really wanted to hurt myself.
I had gone through so many emotions in the space of a few hours- laughing, calm, crying, anxious, everything you could think of.. and it all just got on top of me and I wanted to hurt myself so bad.
I actually just sat their with the only thing in my mind.. cut, cut, cut, cut
fortunately, I didn't, I found a distraction- but it was a tough night, made worse by the crippling imsomnia which isn't letting up.
I don't know how I feel at the moment.. laughing and joking 1 minit, crying and anxious the next
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What does your doctor say about your rapid cycling?
(((((hugs)))))
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day
haldol 2x a day
cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night,
fish oil coq10
multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine
Remeron at night,
zyprexa,
requip2-4mg
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