Depression is bad again. I've basically been in bed since Sunday. Called p docs office, still no appointments or cancellations so i can't get in until Oct 25th appt. Nurse is supposed to call me back. Not sure what she can do for me though. I feel like I need an anti depressant added to my cocktail, I'm in 2 mood stabilizer so I would think I could tolerate one. Just feeling hopeless and dead inside