Hey Matt, sorry your last post didnt get any responses. I just joined as well and within a few hours I was telling myself even these total strangers hate me when I hadn't got a response. Not sure I would handle none as well as you seem to be

I'm still in denial phase although I am here participating so maybe I'm only denying it so I can enjoy how high I'm feeling without my pdoc taking me down. Not sure lol

I haven't gotten a diagnosis although my therapist said she talked with my pdoc about it lately and she said she is thinking I'm hypomanic or maybe headed for mania(I think maybe hypo but its been close to a month and I'm still fine so I dont think I will get worse)

Going through all of my ups and downs this year since starting meds has definitely made me notice some things also starting in my late teens that could point to bipolar. When I went in for antidepressants for depression I denied any symptoms of bipolar because all I could think is I have never been happy just wave after wave of depression is all I could remember.

I don't know where I was going with any of that but I'm glad you are here! Will be waiting to hear about your results!