yesterday i felt lost about where to go next with this discussion... i knew i could toss out some interesting tidbit, but, i felt i had lost direction in some ways..

i analyzed what to do next and came up with a so so idea and decided i would just wade in and do my best and hope someone caught something interesting and breathed some new life into my passion and intentions...

dont get me wrong, i love all of you for being involved and for keeping the discussion alive, but i somehow felt out of touch with my Source on this suddenly...

before i went to bed i prayed that God would help me. i asked for assistance in finding a direction and to regroup and re-energize and feel the way i did when the thread began... as if there were a sense of mission..

today my prayer was answered in the most surprising way. i dont know what direction this will go from here... i think i'll let someone else do the leading on it awhile.. maybe i'd just like to read and respond to you all now...

its been 17 days straight working on this for me and its been an important project to me and still is..

there is still something more i hope to gain by all this, and something i hope to give...

but i am relieved that today my prayer was answered and again i am re-affirmed that there is a real God, not a theoretical or psycholgical God, but the real God is out there and still answers prayers...

thank you all... (i'll have more to add later)