Awww guys, you're too sweet! I never took offense to the no-replies post, meant it as a joke really. The denier inside just assumed I came across as 'normal' and everyone was like 'who is this poseur?'. I tend to paranoia...comes with the territory I believe?

And frankly I'm a bit flush from all the attention, even through the computer I get embarrassed easily

I am taking 50mg of lamotrigine, upping that to 100 next week. And buspirone 10mg thrice a day. I had severe sertonin syndrome this summer (100 sertraline/100 trazodone) so we are going very slowly with medications. Haven't noticed a huge difference yet, but I'm told that we will probably introduce wellbutrin at my next medcheck in three weeks. Thanks to the forum, I hope for good things around the corner.

Here's to bright(er) days ahead for all of us.