Well, not every agency one goes to will know about what occurred before with the pathetic "J&S" saga, but I decided I would likely end up getting feelings for another female worker someday, so it's best not to go there. Besides, I don't think I'm ever going to get into a relationship with a girl anyway. Not now.

The tart I met years ago does not count anymore. Seriously! She was never into me as a person. She just pretended to like me in order to scam me when I thought she was giving me an ounce of love.

I'm still young. I'm only 31 years old, but I really don't have the confidence to approach anybody, nor am I good looking. In fact, there are so many horrible people out there that have hurt me, especially online.

Recently, I joined an autism dating site and I was amazed to find only 2 inactive users registered, and I live in Edinburgh. Surely, there should be dozens of members if you live in a big enough area. Autism isn't niche or irregular, or obscure. Etc. That's very strange. But not really. Most people don't meet that way. But then to meet people, you need friends, or confidence, and I've hardly got neither.