All these hurricanes and seeing so many people suffer has really been wearing on me, then 9-11 came up. Now I'm going on vacation on the N.C. coast and another hurricane is in the Atlantic ocean. One of my traumas is a near drowning in the ocean. To say the least I'm all out of sorts. Have a bad feeling of doom or that something bad is going to happen, but not so much with the water but a car accident or something. This feeling is so strong I'm making arrangements and notes for someone if I should get killed down there. This is not a good feeling. Plus I over slept and missed my group session this morning and it will be two weeks before I can go to another one, and it will be the last one.