(((((((MrsMoggles)))))))
You are a wonderful person! I can tell that you are gifted when it comes to interacting with other people just from talking to you in chat. You care about others as evidenced by you doing things for meals on wheels, by the fact that you are worried about helping others here, and that you are concerned for your husband. Shall I go on?

These characteristics are NOT the mark of an unworthy person! I know that it takes time to build self esteem/self confidence and we are here to help you, to encourage you for each step in your journey. Take care of yourself