I have it so good, so why am I not happy? I have a stable full-time job, have enough money to pay for rent, and I go to college full-time. I always get my homework done on time, I make good grades, and I'm able to balance school and work. But why am I letting myself slip away? I keep overeating, not exercising, sleeping way too much, and I keep hurting myself. I don't care about anything that I used to anymore, and I don't have the motivation to help myself get better. Instead, I think by hurting myself, it gets my mind off of things. I want to get help and talk to a therapist and maybe get some medicine, but I can't afford that on top of everything else. I'm so tired of being depressed, but I don't have the motivation to do help myself!! I'm stuck, and I've never been this upset before. I feel like I'm just asking for attention, but it's not like that. My sister told me I'm going through a "depressed phase," and that it'll pass, but it's been over 2 weeks already. It's starting to get worse. It's starting to feel like it'll never end. I feel like I'm just rambling now and I need to get over myself. I don't know what to do.