I have several years of my childhood in which I can recall very little. I think age 8 - 10 or 11.

I do have recollection of being molested but as an adult I have had strange memory flashes? When I have again seen some relatives or family friends I had not seen in years and they have been very disturbing quick flashes and I have struggled with if they are real memories or if they are merely a trigger of that memory or were involved. It so disturbing ,