I feel happy but my thoughts are a little messy and try to ruin it. Hair went up in a high side ponytail last night and it's still there today its what I do when i no longer give a sh**.(since starting meds, I never would have done that or danced in the streets previously) Not caring even a tiny bit what others think is a change and in the past it hasn't led to good places. I spent a few hours dancing in the streets last night since no one is alive in this town after midnight apparently. Usually I just do 1hr this was much longer. Anyways just hoping to stay out of mixed or depressed states as long as I can.