I feel like I'm losing myself. I don't know what it is. I used to be witty and talk non-stop. But in the past 4/5 months, I just find it so hard to talk. I can't be bothered to talk anymore. And when I do talk, it doesn't feel the same, I feel so bland. I have no energy to think of things to say and I feel like I'm losing the ability to do so. I feel so boring when I'm with my friends, I've never felt like this before. But I have had issues with depression and anxiety for 6 years and never had this problem. I don't know what changed. I don't want to lose myself.
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