Well I left a message at pdocs office. He isn't in until Monday but I told the receptionist that it is about adding a mood stabilizer and he will call me back then.

I did end up getting my husband to phone for me and then I talked to the receptionist. I'm still unsure and scared but I'm also scared of where I could be heading with the way I'm going now.. Lose lose I guess hopefully I just picked the less shi**y way to lose.

Thanks for being so kind to me, it really helped to have people who care. I don't think I would have made the call at all without you