Kebs, that was so well written, and so moving. You have this amazing capacity to connect with others through the written word. I see you do it here on PC every single day. Your experience, your insight, it's a gift that's unique to you and could never ever be replaced on this Earth.
For this reason, and very selfishly, I have to say that you cannot go. Watching you leave would be like seeing a museum burn down. All that beauty, all that wisdom, all that waste, should the shadows overtake you.
Do whatever it takes, but don't let the light fade.
Cyran0
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Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse.
Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes
"I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac
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