
I was leaving to go to store for minute this eve. He was in workshop behind our home, I considered just going but felt it best to let him know . I crossed the yard and opened the door. He was standing near desk putting awa y something in drawers. I didn't even get the word "hey" out and I apparently startled him. (I don't normally go to shop if he is out there. ) he jumped startled and said wtf you doing? I said "im sorry, just wanted to tell you I'm leaving, ". He began yelling at me, " "Why didn't you say something?". I said " I tried" he began ranting about me sneaking and creeping around, think your gonna see something" I told him I wasn't , "****ing stupid C***, quit acting so f****** weird" I again began to interject but it was in vain, I just turned to walk away, as he yelled what an ignorant b**** I am, etc. etc. I don't feel I deserve this but its just how it is, I know no one likes to be startled but I didn't do it on purpose. I sure as hell wasn't "sneaking and creeping". He was gone when I returned. Its 2:23 am but I really feel better he isn't here. So exhausted from it all.