my morning was really bad.

drowning in.. what could only be described as quicksand (or at least that's how it felt, I felt so bad)

called the samaratans begging for medication (but I know they can't give me any, and I need to wait until Monday)

shook a lot

i'm a lot calmer this afternoon though, a nice calm.

even had a little giggle about something getting lost in the post