"other people just don't understand what it's like to be this happy"
"I was thinking about jumping off a bridge"
Please don't regret calling your pdoc! You need to be honest with him/her about what you're feeling and doing. You don't need to lose happiness completely, but you might need a healthier happiness.
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Bipolar l/Rapid/Mixed/Depression/Anxiety Disorders
lamotrigine 100mg 2x/day
Vraylar 6mg 1x/day
methylphenidate 10mg 3x/day
bupropion XL 200mg 2x/day
bupropion IR 174mg 1x/day
buspirone 30mg 2x/day
quetiapine 50mg 1x/day
I'm 50 Shades of Bipolar and I have no safe word...
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