I debated wheather or not to post. I know everyone is out tonight.. I just feel like im screaming inside. I've been at my parents for a week now. It started off good but went downhill. To top it off.. for christmas .. my lil brother bought me extra sharp knives.. He has no idea.. I just want to crawl inside my closet and cut with them. Only thing keeping me is that its been 3 weeks without it and i wanna go to the spa without looking like a a victim of the slasher. sighs