it's not only about relationship, it applies to everything.
i don't seem to trust anything or anyone in this world except my mom. somehow i feel so betrayed

usually i look like a happy extroverted bubbly girl, but i have problems in keeping friends, even though making friends is no problem for me.

people say i have no circle. i just jump around, fortunately people except me, but i still feel VERY lonely and alone. like i have nothing to depend on and that i have to be strong always, and alone.

i dont open up, im scared

but i dont wanna be like that, it's just sad to know your friends just don't know how to approach you anymore and that you feel left out. at the same time i know that I am the one who's behind all these problems.

pls help i cant take it anymore it's so hard to live with no trust.