i have been asked lately , how im coping with everything that has happened this past year,....... and i couldnt answer them !!!
so i have tried to remember what has happened this year..........
i sold my bike, so daughter could go to spain.......... (didnt want to go after i sold bike)
lost so more friends.........
been arrested for abusing step daughter............ (case dropped as after police looked into it, found there was no case to answer to)
had my family torn apart .....
tried to got myself put in hospital, as i felt unsafe ..........
turned my youngest daughter into a angry hating machine...............
no longer feel i can tell my own children off ................
feeling sick now for the past 4 days........
started the year with a famiy of 6 ................ ending it hardly even a family.............
wife torn between her daughter and husband ................
kids torn between sister and dad ....................
me shutting down ......................
so not a lot!!!!!!!!!!!

dec
lets hope the new year is better,................. then again it cant be mush worse now can it........