I have reached "periods" of wellness and stability but they just don't last forever like you think they will when you are in them.
Do you notice a total sudden shift in thoughts and the way the world appears when beginning an episode or are you plunged blindly into one?
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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