This has been one of my longest times with no depression. I was stable for about two years, but now I have crashed. I am so deeply depressed. I have pulled back from all my activities and just spend the hours,days,and nights alone. I just don't want to see or talk to anyone. I'm seeing my psychologist. I know it will pass, it always does. It's the not having any control over it that is so hard. I feel like I just have to wait it out.