What you are going through happens a lot. I'm glad you talked to your T about it.
Long time ago I had an erotic dream about my ballet teacher. It was rather disturbing because she was female and so was I. I consider myself straight.
I chalk it up to admiring her and she was somewhat of an authority figure for me.
__________________
Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day!
"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg