Shattered.... if you're afraid of getting "old" at fifty and feeling like your life was a waste....try being already 62 and in that boat
Sorry it made me laugh... I don't mean to invalidate your fear.
I'm just saying I understand.
My biggest fear is being elderly and unable to care for myself. I can't rely on my daughter because she is mentally ill and abuses hard core drugs. (Meth, heroine)
She is violent, abusive and has threatened my life on numerous occasions. I'm terrified that I would be at her mercy. I have a living will that specifies that she is NOT to be involved in any decisions regarding my health care and finances. That gives me some comfort.
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Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day!
"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg
