Husband just bought us some lunch and I'm laying on the couch. Kinda in a panic about going back to work. If I don't work next week I'll end up with no pay and that will just make things worse. I'm terrified of going back though. I always feel this way when I've been off. I got out of the house a couple times this weekend and I survived. I just need to do this. The nurse is supposed to call me back tomorrow. She is supposed to talk to the dr I'm seeing on Oct 25th about adding Wellbutrin or something to my cocktail. What I'm on now just isn't cutting it. I spend way too much time depressed.