It sounds like you are having racing thoughts! This is a symptom of bipolar. You might be schizoaffective. Schizoaffective is schizophrenia with a mood disorder, in your case it seems like bipolar. So when you're having a bipolar manic phase you will have racing thoguhts and your psychotic symptoms will flare up outrageously! In this case, you need a mood stabilizer added like Lamictal. I was on lamictal and it was one of the easiest to bear drugs to be on. So few side effects. I hope this helps. ((hugs))